idiocyncracy

if someone tells you to turn up in P.E attire for salsa classes, would you? apparently someone i knew, did. that was very dumb and very funny!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCwKbUVyHLY
this is a must see.. its HILARIOUS!

met up with peiyuan recently.. had a good catch up complete with good food.. or rather lotsa food.. billy bombers 2 all star burgers and a plate of hot nachos topped with cheese.. theres goes my waist!

and then i had a date complete with lotsa food again.. sashimi selection, soft shell crab, croquette and ice cream.. there goes my figure!

chicken rice with carrot cake. kopi.. huge mushroom cheese sandwich with salad and chips hot chocolate..

does any one noe ngee ann poly has a bar? how cool is that? at 17..you have a bar in sch...imagine what it will be like if all junior colleges have one too.. a place to chill when youre really stressed.
on the other hand.. it may not be such a good idea.. imagine mr lum drunk and giving lectures..

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all these restrictions all these problems.. all these hurdles and obstacles i have to go thru.. when will it all be over.. sigh..

i must persevere . i must be strong.

like the words from the bible

'' you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. And you have forgotten the word of encouragement that addresses you as sons.''

'' we are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed but not in despair, persecuted , but not abandoned;struck down but not destroyed.''

sometimes.. life is easy for some ... and difficult for others.. when it is difficult for you.. work twice as hard.. there is no point in moping ard or sitting ard doing nothing.. thinking that it is so unfair on you.. it is pointless.. if you dun like what you have.. change it.. or work towards what you want..

it may take me years to achieve what i want. but i will get there.. believe it i will. no matter what sacrifices it may take..
:)

i love this song!


You Gotta Be Lyrics
Listen as your day unfolds,
challenge what the future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted,
don't be shamed to cry
You gotta be..

Chourous:
You gotta be bad,
you gotta be bold,
you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard,
you gotta be tough,
you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool,
you gotta be calm,
you gotta stay together.

All I know, all I know
Love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Read the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles
in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view

My oh my,
hey hey hey

Chourous
Time asks no questions,
it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning,
can't stop it if you tried to
The best part is danger staring you in the face
Remember

Listen as your day unfolds,
challenge what the future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
my oh my,hey hey hey....

Chorous (2x)
Got to be bold.
Got to be bad
Got to be wise.
Not ever sad
Got to be hard.
Not too, too hard
All I know is,
love will save the day
Chourous (repeat till fade)

i read shimin's blog and i got influenced..

this test is REALLY TRUE!!

quizbox

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
T
he type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

just watched this movie at the cathay..

called tough enuff..

very beautiful beautiful show..
its tugs at ur heartstrings...
as usual...lotsa qns..

been watching alotta arthouse films lately..
im pretty hooked..

the dangerous lives of altar boys..
goodbye lenin..

but schindler's list made me cry and cry and cry haha..


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i wanna drown myself in my sorrows..
this life full of sorrow..
but i know i know i must try must try to..
softly softly dive into the dreams of tomorrow..

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we ate at sunshine plaza dim sum yummy!
milky custard bun
chicken lor mai kai
of course i must have siew mai
char siew cheong fun
tender chicken porridge..


salivate


i wanna try eat the wan ton mee next time!

haha


mm.... feeling alil blissful now

i had a lil wine and now i say hi
to my land of pillows and bolsters hahaha

goodnite one and all.
goodnite.

No One Knows
by Green Day



Why should my fun have to end?
For me it's only the beginning
I see my friends begin to age
A short countdown to what end
Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows
I don't want to cause no harm
But sometimes my actions hurt
Is there something I should find
To make plans for forever
Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows
Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows
Does it seem like all your memories fade
You soak up knowledge to fill the space
And still my answer remains...
I don't know

somedays.. i have a sudden impulse to cut my hair into a mohawk and turn into a punk, smoke 20 cigs day try all the drugs in the world and drink flaming lamborghinis/absinthe, race cars

no there is nothing wrong with me and neither am i crazy.. i just wonder whats its like to go off into the deep end.. my youth is ending ... somehow with age.. with age comes sensibility, responsibility.. somehow... i cannot just run ard yelling on top of my voice ''mad fuck mad fuck mad fuck ! '' anymore..

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this blog is growing old and nasty and mouldy.. i aint got ammo to load it..

but im back with a vengence..


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lol..

hari raya at naz's was weird..
the food is good.. as usual..
her parents cook smashing good food...

i must ask what rice is that..

and i went to her house days ago for a tok cok girl tok girl gossip session.
her room is absolutely wild!
persian looking carpet..
beautiful leopard print sofa..
blur ceiling with handpainted prints
stars studded ceiling..
KING size bed! (you can spread urself endlessly on the bed)
LOTSA mirrors (like hanteng said elephant can see their full reflection there)
and now a new addition TV..
what she lacks is a refrigerator

its a home within a home! (oohhh ahhhh )

somehow i dunno why but this song kept running thru my head when i was at her house.

Working so hard every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Champagne kisses hold me in your lap of luxury
I only want to fly first class desires, you're my limousine
So elegant the way we ride, our passion it just multiplies
There's platinum lightning in the sky
Look I'm livin' like a queen
This kind of love is getting expensive
We know how to live baby
We're luxurious like Egyptian cotton
We're so rich in love we're rollin' in cashmere
Got it in fifth gear baby
Diamond in the rough is lookin so sparkly
Working so hard every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Sugar, honey, sexy baby
When we touch it turns to gold
Sensitive and delicate kinda like a tuberose
You know you are my treasure chest
It's pure perfection when we kiss andYou're my Mr.. I'm your Miss
Gonna be until we're old
This kind of love is getting expensive
We know how to live baby
We're luxurious like Egyptian cotton
Working so hard every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Cha-ching cha-ching we're loaded and we're not gonna blow it
cha-ching cha-ching we're hooked up with the love cause we grow it
cha-ching cha-ching we got hydroponic love and we're smokin'
cha-ching cha-ching we burn it you and I, we are so lit
We're so rich in love were rollin' in cashmere
Got it in fifth gear baby
Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly
Working so hard every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back

-luxurious by gwen stefani..


okay... it felt like a setting for that song.

then hari raya was..

interesting..
i met a classmate i have not seen since sec four..
shes in smu now.. on that day itself she can only hang ard awhile and then rush off to sch for a project.. GOING BACK TO SCHOOL ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY????!!!!!!

try to imagine a bunch of ppl thrown together.. all strangers.. and the only common thing we all have is that we all noe naz

there is the sec sch fren(who is me), the online fren, the pri sch fren, the camp fren, the hair fren, the gym fren, the fren's fren.

who all come in a different hours...
outta boredom we socialize.
throw in some magic shows and russell peters and a caucasian girl as well
there was this guy who was really into magic and he was used to walk ard streets of spore.. entertainin ppl b4 army wisked him away to the land of green and boredom..
he did some tricks for us and her caucasian smart prodigy niece too sophisticated nowadays.
even she was stumped.

kinda reminded me of mel and no it was not a good feeling.

all these loser guys who went crazy after a breakup..tsk.. dun try too hard puhleeze it turns ppl off contrary what you think.

sometimes i tink my world is beautiful and sweet and sunshiney.
sometimes i tink not.. with all the accounts from my frens and from my experiences...
and sometimes i say fuck you all.
and i wanna be the superhero to save all these poor souls.
i dream of being in smallville.


lol.

hung ard with px recently...

great talk at ngee ann city that wide wide space there..


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keep eating recently..
i duno why i crave food nowadays..
every trip to the kopitiam is like a quest. with the reward as MORE food.
even without traveling ard places i still manage to be a foodie.
let me give you an example.



''morning teabreak in sch i had apple bread, veggie pie and donut, then lunch i had botak jones in clementi..sasauge with bacon fat and cheese tonnes of fries and coleslaw.. then i had another teabreak in sch tea with waffles then later on at a meeting for cca i had curry puff and springroll then for dinner i shared with 3 other frens satay, murtabak, sambal kway teow, cheese and mushroom prata and cheese prata... haha.. foodie me yes i am! haha.. coudn walk str8 after that.. ''

thank god i have swimming and picked up tennis again recently...
every saturday at yishun safra..
nice elongated pool..


im definitely taking up salsa come this hols.
no one is stopping me.


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sian one job is not enuff.

whats the fastest easiest way to earn money?

ok dun think dirty . im too morally upright for that. think of all the desperate uncles. YUCK.
il rather kill myself.

btw i ve got a fren's fren who is working as a social escort she gets 25 bucks an hour not to mention all the clothes he buy for her when they shop and all the meals.

and she say she they did not do it.
shes just paid to be his companion.

you believe?
i dun.

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ktv ktv ktv...
botak jones again after that...


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had a tok cok session at ngee ann poly after sch..
had a pina colada at their alumni house.. whoa for 10 bucks it has high alcoholic content.
not bad..
and yet we cant drink inside cuz theres thisbunch of old people singing ktv and they go offkey countless times.
not to mention they are yelling on top of their voices.
so we chilled outside.
but then the food there is not bad too.. beef hor fun.. very tasty.
very full.
then i went back to sch to study! lol




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more updates soon.. gotta rush


current earworm : buttons by pussycatdolls.

i have everything. more than what i can wish for. frens and family and sch and work.


why, do i still feel.. this empty void and this deep bottomless tear in my heart?